0uhh g0d . give me strength t0o stand 0n my feet al0ne after this . i d0nt need him anym0re . i d0nt need him . i can stand 0n my feet even i kn0w i cant . i need strength fr0m u g0d . i need ur strength . 0uhh g0d ! i'm n0t ready l0osing him n0w . :'(