grab it ? :)

i nearly get my plaster . hehe . wh0 ? let it be secret first . plaster ! i want y0u . huhu . but better i keep silence && try harder . there's a l0t 0f time here . but i h0pe my plaster w0uld n0t run away until dat day c0me . here . i w0uld like t0 share with all 0f y0u . hear it && hit me back . i need y0ur 0pini0n :)

based 0n a c0nversati0n :

plaster : u . i naa kiss u bleyh ?
mingle : n0 way . mane bleyh .
plaster : nape taa bleyh ? i naa jgak .
mingle : f0r wat u naa kiss i ? i taa nak jgak . u jgn harap laa .
plaster : ala . plish u . i want it . urmm . u taa sayang i ann .
mingle : haha . u ni pehal ? aku sayang ka0 d0e . taa yaa naa pelik2 bley taa ?
plaster : tak ! u taa sayang i .
mingle : i sayang u laa . tp taa makne law i sayang u i kne bg u kiss i . kan ?
plaster : abis dulu president kiss u taa pe plak ann . i naa kiss u taa bg . asal ?
mingle : dulu mmg laa . president tuhh bf i . u juz kwn i jehh . taa lebih pun .
plaster : abes naa i jadi bf u laa . cm tuhh ?
mingle : maybe k0tt .
plaster : u .
mingle : yupp u .
plaster : u knal i bp lame daa ?
mingle : naa dkt stahun . np ?
plaster : tapi kte taa pnh jmpe ann . u . i naa kiss u jgak .
mingle : mane bley . taa bleyh laa .
plaster : u knl i lg lame dr u knl president kan ?
mingle : yupp .
plaster : even u kapel nan president u rapat nan i kan ?
mingle : yyupp .
plaster : n0w u daa break nan president sape yg teman u skang ? i kan ?
mingle : yupp . sume nye u .
plaster : s0o plish laa . i want it . i naa kiss u . i naa hug u . b0leyh kan ?
mingle : n0 !
plaster : sampai ati u .

we have been fwenz nearly 0ne year . but still n0t see each 0ther . juz c0ntacting thr0ugh text && f0n call . i d0 l0ve him since i kn0w he always there f0r me everytime . whether i'm in sad , epy , crying , angry . he always there . m0st 0f my free time i will spent f0r him . same g0es with him .

what is the meaning actually ? i want him as my plaster . sh0uld i ask him t0 be my plaster ? but i'm scared if he reject me . what sh0uld i d0 ? what ? i'm c0nfuse .