Saturday, February 27, 2010

he's g0ne .

heyy alan
sungguh rndu kat alan laa . m0na doakan alan sehat2 kat sane ehh . jgn lupe mona taw . haha . bkn la . jgn lupe solat taw . makan yg elok2 je taw . jage diri kat sne taw . kawan nan sume owang taw . jgn pilih2 . jmpe mat salleh hensem2 pas kat mona taw . haha . mona sayang alan taw .
he's my seniour when i was in MRSM . ms tuh aku slalu men badminton nan die . tp ta pnh borak2 nan die . sbb aku men jd partner afdhan . kami jmpe alek kt imesh . sump besh gler kawan nan die . die bsehfwenz aku sgt2 . now die study oversea . akhirnya tercapai gak hasrat alan kann :)
azlanzainorin . i miss you so much :)

Friday, February 26, 2010

can i be like them ??


wahh .
ser0n0k tgk mereka ini kan .
mereka da melalui jalan2 yg sukar .
kini mereka kembali lagi .
suke nye tgk mereka ini .

ika .
dah age lekl0k capik uh 0kea ?
kaka ta nak tgk ika sedeyh2 agy yee .

capik .
jage adik aku uhh lekl0k .
naa m0 wat die nanis agy yee .
taa ske tgk ika sedeyh2 agy .


pape pun i will pray f0r b0th of you okea ?


m0od : can i be like them t0o ? :(

datang && pergi

makin aku besar makin banyak yg aku kenal tentang dunia . lagi2 dunia yg serba canggihh dan maju nih . macam2 dugaan dan cabaran yg muncul . cme samada kite kuat ataw idak saje . bagi diri aku sendiri kadang2 aku kuat . dan ade ms nye aku lemah . tp itu la jatuh bangun diriku . klaw kite mampu bangun kuat la kite . klaw kite lmah maka jatuh laa kite . aku ? kini aku berada di puncak kelemahan . susah na bgun berdiri atas kaki sndiri . mcm2 dugan laa . lemah selemah nye .

sudah smnggu aku kehilangan dea . dlam smnggu tuh jgak la mcm2 yg aku hadapi . pagi aku kuat sgt . tp ble mlm aku jd lemah . dea slalu muncul dalam tidur aku . dea slalu muncul waktu aku sndrian . die slalu muncul waktu aku na g klas . knape ini semua terjadi pada aku ? nasib aku ade baju dea sbgai teman aku . klaw aku b0ring aku plok baju dea . klaw aku sedih aku plok baju dea . klaw aku gembira pun aku plok bju dea . klaw aku ta taw na wat pe pun aku plok baju dea .

Awak . sye mntk maaf . baju awak tuh cm da trok da . huhu . nnt saye gnti len bley taa ? awak jgn mara saye yee . saye janji saye ganti . awak . saye na tunggu awak bley ? saye akan tunggu awak jgak . buat ms nh saye na taw sal awak jeh . saye akan tgk awak dr jauh je . law awak nak saye awak cari la saye yee . saye sayang awak sangat2 . saye tunggu awak ye .

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

. kenapa merekaa seperti itu .

dinner . dinner . dinner .
sangat memeningkan kepala bila memikirkan sal hal ini . wahh!!
na pkai ape nh ?
kasut cm ne ?
accesories nak yg cm ne ?
tudung style cm ne ?
dress 0r gaun ?
suar or kemeja ?
waaahh!!
tension!
na kene bayar lagi .
na kne ade show plak .
every class one show .
ouh ! tidak !
tolong saya !

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

new kawan .

kn0wn as budak tuh . tuh je k0t . haha .

Sunday, February 21, 2010

fuck y0u .

Fuck You-Lily Allen

Look inside
Look inside your tiny mind
Now look a bit harder
Cause we're so uninspired,
so sick and tired
of all the hatred you harbour.

So you say
it's not OK to be gay
Well I think you're just evil
You're just some racist
who can't tie my laces
Your point of view is medieval

Fuck you (fuck you)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (fuck you)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate
and it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Do you get
Do you get a little kick out of
being small-minded?
You want to be like your father,
his approval you're after
Well that's not how you find it.

Do you,
Do you really enjoy
living a life that's so hateful?
Cause there's a hole where your soul should be
You're losing control of it
And it's really distasteful

Fuck you (fuck you)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (fuck you)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate
and it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you

You say you think we need to go to war
Well you're already in one
Cause it's people like you
that need to get slew
No one wants your opinion

Fuck you (fuck you)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (fuck you)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate
and it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you

Saturday, February 20, 2010

she's my gurl .


thanx f0r everything my dear .
sumpa sayang ka0 sgt2 wei .
d0nt kn0w wat will be happen if u were not there .
nothing much to say about u in this entry .
coz u were everyhing to me in my heart .
i love you noor faiqah bt miskat .

the end :(

16/12/2009
permulaan ku . semuanya kerna kam0o . aku sayang kam0o .
18/02/2010
penamat ku . semuanya kerna kam0o . aku sayang kam0o . aku lepaskan kam0o .

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

.up && down .

kata orang kegembiraan tu ta kan kekal lame . btol la tuh . ape yg aku rasai smlm ta pnh berakhir dgn kegembiraan sepenuh nya . kenapa la masih ade orang yang dengki dgn life aku . aku ta pnh interfere hal korunk an . ntah ape punye manusia la . ta puas aty dgn ape yg kao da ade . ape die ? perlu ke aku kongsi cerite tuh ?
aku rase ta perlu la kot . sjak aku bace one blog niyh aku rs btol la ape yg die ckp . thanx neodanish89 . for ur blog . i will always follow ur blog . coz ur blog is so interesting . i like dat . kwn2 usha la blog ug : neodanish89.blogspot.com .
aku ta rase akan mention dat name again in my blog . wat kotor blog aku jeh weyh . tp ape yg die wat smlm btol2 wat aku ta ley na caye at kao . aku wat bek kao pijak pale aku an . aku pnye la tahan A(bukan name sebenar) jgn rosak an kao . aku mara K(bukan name sebenar) jgn buruk2 an name kao . even mmg itu la ur behaviour . tp sume uh sia2 je k0t . kao tikam blakang aku an . sampai ati kao an . wat pnat aku syg kao wei . kao nh mmg ta pnh appreciate ape owg da wat kat kao an . ta pham la aku orang mcm kao .

tu je k0t aku rase . the end of ur life and my life . stop bothering me with ur action . u think i care ?? all penyamun called u cik*** . so sdar sket . huhu .

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

10 FEBRUARI la!

ini lah tarikh nye.
ntah die igt ke ta.
siapa?
diaa la.
law ta genap la hubungan kami da msuk 6 thun k0t.
sedih nye. :(



faiq, i mish him la. sumpa rndu kt die. aku ta ley lupekan die la.

maafkan aku faiq.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

lem0n_slemp0t! :)


.:lem0n_slemp0t:.
.:uitm melaka:.
.:20 years 0ld:.
.:graphic && design:.

Friday, February 5, 2010

aku ta pham 0r die ta pham??

aku atau die yg ta pham?? dunia nh mcm2 la.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

he c0me back juz t0 hurt me! );

"Smge bhagie ngan die ye.smart pic ms bwu awk.syg la die ye.em ape2 pun sy syukur awk da dpt owg bwu.sy ingt kte2 awk yg xkn trbke pnt2 ati mane2 laki.rupenye pmpuan sume same.thx mahirah."
05-feb-2010
2.02 am
+60173849***
"ape yg awk nmpk ta same dgn ape yg awk ta nmpk"
05-feb-2010
2.04 am
+60176482***
"Mksd awk?wak sy bkan sowang je kt kntan.ramai wak membe sy kt sne.sume knl awk.wak slalu jmpe die kan.xsngke bnde ni btol.sy ni punye la bodo msh tgu lg.rupe nye da kne petik di owg len.bsar sgt dose ke kalu bgtau awk da buang trus sy dan kalu nk idup bebas spti yg awk nk sy da bg.tp cm ni ke blasan pd sy?"
05-feb-2010
2.08 am
+60173849***
"agak2 ar an slalu na jmpe..dan sye ta pnh bg kate pngharapan kt awk pun..ta semua org taw ape yg sye wat kt cni.sbb sye sndri ta pnh taw ape yg sye wat kt cni.."
05-feb-2010
2.12 am
+60176482***
"ye mmg btol awk xbg pgharapan awk kt sy.dan jngn la risau sy pon xarap pun.bnde sy da dpt mcm2 kt cnie.mmg btol la bf bwu awk ye"
05-feb-2010
2.15 am
+60173849***
"Mahirah yg awk nmpk skang ta same dgn mahirah yg awk knl dlu..sbb mahirah sndri ta knl diri die sjak die hanyut dgn plbagai mslh..yg mampu wat die b'diri smpai ari nh adlh demi adik2 yg die syg dan kwn2..die tggu ms je na jtuh..jd ta perlu la awk m'bandngkan die lg..tq."
05-feb-2010
2.23 am
+60176482***
kemudian die ilang dan tr0s ilang. sjak dr waktu ini aku rs aku perlu buang die jauh2 dr idup aku. aku ta perlu lg ingat kt die. untk ape aku igt kt die lg. die dtg hnye mnambah rs sakit d hati aku jeh. perlu ke die hadir kembali dlm idup aku hanya untuk mengatakan itu. aku rs aku perlu berdiri atas kaki aku sndri lpas nh. sbb kao akan aku buang dr kamus idup aku. slame nh aku mnganggap kao kwn kuh yg pling rpat lpas ape yg terjadi antra kta. kao slalu nasihat kan aku dr plbgai sudut. tp skang utk ape aku perlukan nashat dr kao lg setelah ape yg kao ckp kn uh. aku taw aku nh hnye mnyusah kan kao.
jgn la kao terlalu riak dgn ape yg kao da dpt && mampu dpt. itu sbb kao mmg layak utk dpt kan sume tuh. wlau sederhana mane pun idup yg kao amalkan, walau serendah mane kao tnjuk care idup kao ta mustahil satu ms nnt kao akan kembali ke kehidupan asal kao. kini baru aku nmpk sume tuh.
kao idup dlam keluarga yg sgt mewah. kao ta pnh mrase kehidupan keluarga bwahan sperti aku nh. kao ta pnh merasa && kao ta kn pnh rase sume tuh. sbb harta bpak kao berkepuk2. && sume nye utk kao. kakak kao da ade lyfe die sndri. so everything for you. satu lg skap kao nh ske ckp bnde yg ta tentu btol la. andai kate slame ni kao mengekori idup aku la kan tolong la berhenti. kao ta perlu la susahkan diri kao utk aku lg. utk ape kao na wat mcm uh. aku ta perlu kan sume tuh.
aku na kao tarik balik ayat kao yg aku slalu jmpe die. utk pngetahuan kao la kan aku bru jmpe die 3 kali. 0nly 3 times. kao saje na pancing aku an. aku da taw sgale taktik kao. aku taw mcm mane sikap kao. perkenalan kte yg dekat hampir stahun tu da buat aku knl diri kao spenuh nya.
aku ta taw la knape aku slalu pray for ur happyness. aku slalu doa kao dpt kejar kete impian kao tuh. aku slalu doa kao dpt troskan bussiness ayh kao dgn jaya nye. aku slalu doakn ur life will get better && better.
S0 fr0m n0w on. i'm hoping u stay awy from my life. stop taking care about myself at here. let me do all da things alone. stop getting info about me from anyone else.
At this tyme i announcing that i'm throwing u away from my life. i will stop contacting u. i will wash all our memory inside my brain. i will throw away all ur belongings or put it inside a box. And for da most important thing i will stop loving and missing you. thats my promise. i hope i can do it. && i knew i can do it.
p/s- faiqah. i need u bby. supp0rt me from back dear. syazwan, i l0ve u so fucking damn much dear.

we fwenz d0wh. :)

.fafa j0rdan.
.17 y/o.
.lbj.
.candidates spm2010.
.i love you.
.take care.
.030210-end 0f all haters.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

thengs sayangs!! :)


t0 this two little kids very much thank y0u sygs!! i l0ve y0u dear! s0 fucking damn hell la wei. :)

ad0ree him : scandal. :)

.p0tat0.
.k0ta dmansara.
.first meet mcD.
.i l0ve y0u hunny ting-t0ng.
.haha.

Monday, February 1, 2010

knape la masih wujud orang yg mcm ni???

wahai dunia ku yang indah sangat ku cintai. kenape masih wujud orang yang sebegitu rupa di dunia ini.?? orang yg mcm mane?

=orang yg ta puas ati tgk kite gembira.
=orang yg ta ske tgk kite gembira.
=orang yg ta ske tgk kite gembira dgn pasangan kite.
=orang yg slalu wujud sbgai orang ketiga.
=orang yg menjadi punca keretakan sesuatu hubungan.

kalau di senaraikan mmg bnyak. ta ckup satu blog ni. huhu. tp tuh la realiti. kenape msti ade je yg ta ske tgk kite gembira. pdhal kite ta kco life die lgsg.

aku bercakap ni atas ape yg terjadi dkt aku, my sys ika and rara. wat type of person r u act?? dont u have ur life? why should u disturb any other relationship.?? aku ta pham orang mcm kao ni. if u have problem with me come settle down. but why must u interupt my two little sys relationship also? the main point here between syazwan, me n u. not anyone else. but why u disturb the others? I warn u here. stop doing ur bad things. theres one guy dat i know he really care and love about u.

i know u feel dissappointed when wan capel with me. but u have to accept it. he's not longer yours. he's mine. && totally mine! so stay away from him. && i know u bcome more frustrated when wan stop contacting with u ryte? so plish la. if need i begging u. stay away from my two little sweettie lyfe. they have nothing with u gurl. nothing.! so plish. and one more. stop make a relationship with other's PENYAMUN. u make all PENYAMUN's life miserable.


so BITCH watch out!!


p/s- faiq syg. nape la die ta pnh puas na kcow idup orang.?? aku fuck die dowh! b4 ni aku bek je. diam kan jeh. lme2 die pijak pale aku an. ta mcm sial la plak an.



C.E.L.A.K.A :)

words for this week :
. C E L A K A .
.haha.
nadia : we will use this word for this month. hoho.
s0wi guys. this is n0t "mencarut". haha. this is just a w0rd with0ut any meaning.